I HATE LOVE~

oh gosh~ what actually happend to you illa....?! bukan ke miss illa ni very taking care bout love, feeling etc~ why i turned to be lyke diz??? why ada perasaan semakin membenci?
benci siape? CINTA? LELAKI? arghh~ i hate diz feeling.. i hate to have hatred feel...
i hope i never hate sumone the rest of my lyfe... but then why people make me hate them??? Oh God.. help me... all my strength given is gone~ totally GONE!!!
you...
why you change a lot? why? i want the old you.. i only love the old you... or you already had sumone else? thousand tymes i remind u to tell me if u got sumone else but y didnt u tell me? wat exactly ur problem? doing diz to me.. u know for its HURT, y u keep doing dat???? is it a 'compliment' for me? for wut am i doing for u selama ni???please laaa... i dont want it over... i never want it over... please... understand me.. coz i cant understand u anymore.. u totally changed~